It was brought to my attention yesterday that I am a little "intense" on here. Please forgive me. My brain has been conditioned over the last year to get to the brass tacks of every situation. I am slowly learning the "old" way of communication tempered with this new attitude. I am not stating this new attitude is wrong or right, but at the present time, it is all I have.
Prison teaches you as a person to "stand" on your "man-box" and not get into your "feelings". I was always the opposite of this extension. I am slowly working back to the old way of thinking, with the right results.
With the the help of a loving soul that has entered my life, I have learned to trust myself and my decisions. His touch, thoughts, words, smile, and encouragement make me strive to be a better man than I have already started to become. Through his strength and indifference to my past, he is forging a path through the dismal territories of my life as it is right now. Thank you, special man.
My female friend has taught me again the gift of laughter, love and forgiveness. The banality of hanging on to past transgressions and the ability to laugh at all of life's follies. Her trust, strength, and quiet "force" guides me every morning. Her "no-nonsense" attitude. Her "larger than life" presence in my soul. Her "take no prisoner's" attitude coupled with an innocence that is found only in gentle souls. Thank you, special lady.
I thank the Lord every day for their presence and blessing in my life. These two people are truly two of the Guardian Angels that watch and protect me.
I, constantly, thank the Lord for my life.
Transgressions, warts, laughter, tears, and the entire crazy force that is my being.
I embrace it all and the people who are "crazy" enough to join me for the ride!
This is as "light and fluffy" as I can get. Perhaps, eating a III Musketeers while reading this would help!
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Hey you........I wanted you to know that I know we haven't seen each other for a while....life threw you some trials and tribulations and you stood strong. We have many years together as friends with laughter, love, tears and memories that will live on forever. I look at your picture everyday of us at a pageant......you me and someone else......I smile because that is who was at one time my best friend. You are given a 2nd chance....in life...in the world. Everyone will make mistakes, and you learn from them, grow from them and best of all.....never forget them. Remember, you can't change the past....so don't try. We so need to catch up. I'm moving "home" on the 29th of this month....would love to see you then. Email me if you need my number still. I have missed you and asked about you, but no response from you.....so I leave this up to you. You have always been in my prayers.....please remember that. Something I have learned.."Patience is trusting in God's timing". I love you!!
Wishful,
Thank you for the wishes and thoughts. I, like you, have entered a new phase of my life. I am slowly trying to acclimate all the changes. I wish you the best of luck back "home". A mutual "friend" of ours keeps me filled in and up to date.
I would love to have a copy of that picture. I will be in contact before you leave for "home".
xoxox
Light and Fluffy looks good on you... babe!
WOW! I am in a good mood just reading this....
Positive words, Strong mind, Big heart, Deep soul, Hot ass, Outgoing personality, Willingness to help, uplifting attitude, eyes you can drown in, are just a few descriptions that come to mind when describing you.
Great strides in life. Positive thinking, positive attitude, positive steps forward.
Release the negative when need be, but feed off the positive.
YOUR FIRST III MUSKETEER IS ON ME.
As always you just seem to surprise and impress me even more everyday.
Yo-Yo
DAMN!!!..........AM I LUCKY OR WHAT?
xoxo
You know what Bobby, you are an inspiration to anyone that reads this blog. You are on your way to full circle. You are just going through the stages of death and dying. If you really think about it, your old life is dead and you are trying to get on with your new life. Some people are mourning the loss of the "old Bobby" while you are celebrating your rebirth. How great is that? You have a rebirth, and I know you will treasure it because you truely know what it took out of you to get this chance. Live on my Brother!!!!!
Boss,
You are exactly right. The first time I thought like that, I thought I was crazy. But, like the death of my old life, my new one forges on.
I am truly blessed to have the people in my life, both old and new, that I do.
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