In this crazy thing called life.
Many assets.
Many liabilities.
How does one weigh and balance the two?
How can a single comment cut you to the core? How can I ignore the pain. The hurt. The anger? It is not easy. In the course of 24 hours I have discovered that I am nothing but a number. I am nothing but a statistic in this world. A very small number. Minute. Tiny.
I made the mistake of thinking that I was actually a viable and portant part of something. I led myself to believe that without my "work", failure would insue. Ha.
I was played the fool. I was made the patsy. I was made to think I was actually helping. I was used. I was "played". Climb a ladder. Literally. Only to discover there was nothing there but my own failure. My folly. My lesson.
Now, to work through the lesson to get to the result. The result of my "own" doing.
I did what I usually do. Jump in head first. Thinking "it won't happen to me again". When will I learn.
I will take the high road.
I will be the man.
Only this time, on my terms.
