Thursday, March 6, 2008
Letting go of demons.
In the course of the last twenty four hours, my life has went from disdain to complete confusion. Confusion in the sense of completion. Completion of attaining something I truly think I want to conquer. This conquering of self doubt is a tricky process. This process has been thrown a curveball in the shape of a loving soul. For the first time, I am beginning to realize the concept of selfless love. The kind of feelings that turn men into absolute baboons. Feelings that overwhelm, confuse, and elevate each sense of reality. The reality of this situation is completely self centered. Self centered in the fact that I am finally able to start to let go of the garbage that made me unaccessable to anyone. I want, no need, someone to share my life.
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The end of 2008, the beginning of a wonderful NEW year!! - Finally, and I'm not one to wish time away, this year is almost over. 2008 has not been kind to me and I have not been kind to me in 2008. But...as always...
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THE ONE AND ONLY FABULOUS...MAXX-EE-MO!!
1 comment:
First let me say you are an unbelievable writer. The way you utilize words is simply amazing.
secondly, I believe you have already begun the journey of conquering your self doubt. In the short time frame I have had the ABSOLUTE PLEASURE of getting to know the real U, I have seen you conquer many, many demons. Selfless love.... WOW! That is an amazing emotion to experience. I have been there, it can be amazing, but at the same time easily devistatingly scarey. like walking the edge of a cliff, exsilerasting and at the same time, body numbing tingles of fear - of falling and no one being there to catch you! Walk that cliff my friend, know there is someone there to catch U if you fall! Besides you might just find someone else there you know that could be on that road again himself. *wink*
I hope the "one" on the other end of that is not a fool, and doesn't overlook your yurning soul and deep heart! I know I wouldn't!
Do you know Monkeys have this same selfless love mentality?
Monkey Love, huh? Maybe you should try it!
know what- More than anything -I too want, no need, to share my life with U! In any aspect.
Yo-Yo
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