I just wanted to post a little something .
It has been an insane week.
School, work, home, laundry, the dog, reflections, and just trying to stay afloat.
In general, LIFE.
My mind has been full of my "rehab" stint over the last 48 hours.
I don't know why.
I can't shake the feeling of the doors slamming shut in my mind.
Is my mind trying to tell me something?
I keep replaying the horror of it all.
The complete loss of self and respect.
The loss of my pride.
The loss of my life.....
I know it is in the past.
It has made me the man I am today. (However anyone wants to see it.)
When, or if ever, will these underlying currents of hopelessness stop ebbing on my shores?
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